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7月13日

收到了录取通知书!~

激动,更是一种庄严.
通知单学费的明细表上写着:白大衣,¥40...
想象自己从此实验课,还有更神秘的解剖课,穿着白大褂,拿着手术刀的专注的情景......
当然,考试科目和海量记忆的内容也令人不寒而栗......
找到了第一学期期末的考试,连各种寄生虫的英文都要考,汗~~        

呵呵,分享下400BC的誓言:     THE OATH
  I SWEAR by Apollo the physician, and Aesculapius, and Health, and
All-heal, and all the gods and goddesses, that, according to my
ability and judgment, I will keep this Oath and this stipulation- to
reckon him who taught me this Art equally dear to me as my parents, to
share my substance with him, and relieve his necessities if
required; to look upon his offspring in the same footing as my own
brothers, and to teach them this art, if they shall wish to learn
it, without fee or stipulation; and that by precept, lecture, and
every other mode of instruction, I will impart a knowledge of the Art
to my own sons, and those of my teachers, and to disciples bound by
a stipulation and oath according to the law of medicine, but to none
others. I will follow that system of regimen which, according to my
ability and judgment, I consider for the benefit of my patients, and
abstain from whatever is deleterious and mischievous. I will give no
deadly medicine to any one if asked, nor suggest any such counsel; and
in like manner I will not give to a woman a pessary to produce
abortion. With purity and with holiness I will pass my life and
practice my Art. I will not cut persons laboring under the stone,
but will leave this to be done by men who are practitioners of this
work. Into whatever houses I enter, I will go into them for the
benefit of the sick, and will abstain from every voluntary act of
mischief and corruption; and, further from the seduction of females or
males, of freemen and slaves. Whatever, in connection with my
professional practice or not, in connection with it, I see or hear, in
the life of men, which ought not to be spoken of abroad, I will not
divulge, as reckoning that all such should be kept secret. While I
continue to keep this Oath unviolated, may it be granted to me to
enjoy life and the practice of the art, respected by all men, in all
times! But should I trespass and violate this Oath, may the reverse be
my lot!

"别听别人说什么学医的冷漠的这些话
你要想到你现在的冷漠是为了以后挽救更多的生命
如果你为了学习中的每一个生命而多愁善感的话
将来在你手中葬送的生命将会更多"

"更多的时候,我们都处在一个尴尬的位置上,被人们所误解
但我们所能做的就是做好自己本分的事情,无愧于“健康所系,性命相托”的誓言就好了~~~"

7月10日

挑战你的智慧和才华!

有高人出对联如下:
鸟在笼中恨关羽不能张飞
人在世上要八戒更须悟空
征集横批!
 
7月4日

收拾收拾~~~

十三天的英语课,半天的英文面试,现在实在是看到英文就想吐。还是这方块字亲切。

现在一切尘埃落定,心情也比以前轻松了不少。每天骑车经过未名湖畔,不必再匆匆忙忙地赶去学校,不必再惦记着哪道没想明白的题。终于可以欣赏垂柳倒影,密密甜甜的睡莲,一抹阳光洒落的波光粼粼的湖面。然而最亮丽的风景线还是三五成群的毕业生穿着潇洒的学士服,在北大的每个角落留下自己毕业时最美好的回忆。

那是我从小的向往。那是全中国几千万考生的向往。千军万马过独木桥,就为这“一塔湖图”。象牙塔尖里的学生,是不是都有一种矛盾呢?一方面享受各种仰慕、青睐,获得各种荣耀,另一方面又被无情地批评指责,承受着巨大的学业和心理压力。最优秀的人才却需要香港自由港的邀请,需要全美Top10的认可,需要花旗银行的录用,需要MIT教授的名分……北大,神圣的两个字,开始有点迷失了。莘莘学子苦读十几年奋斗的目标,也开始有点迷失了。

我从来不喜欢思考社会浮躁的问题,因为我坚信那是社会而不是我。然而在被十几次提及“你这次分数真是可惜了浪费了,都够北大了吧”,我实在没有办法保持一种淡然。在他们眼里要么就是去国际与合资公司可以赚很多钱,要么就是在国内外当医生药剂师可以赚很多钱。所以我实在不好意思说出一个如此令人感到陌生的专业,和一个可能注定清贫辛苦的生活。孤独的选择,天真的理想。

放弃最后一次机会的刹那,我一片空白。我和小时候的梦想擦肩而过。在地狱的一年里,我不止一次祈祷,不止一次幻想着奇迹可能发生。终于,幸运降临了,我却拒绝了她。

未知的旅途。想起自己在写P.S.时慷慨激昂,“选择了医学就选择了奉献”,那时还觉得很好玩,故作崇高。但是现在,几经波折,终于达到了光荣的荆棘路的起点,我严肃起来。

不知道自己是不是不能免俗,是不是不能逃开TOEFLGREMCAT,是不是仍以一堆offer为荣。但是,人总要有一点理想,有一点信仰。我相信我不会迷失。我相信我一定会回来。

黄金周、寒暑假,总要侧身从一批一批参加高校游的孩子们中挤过,看着他们羡慕和渴望的眼光。我祝福他们,也祝福这个社会。


想起主席在blog上对于农业重要性的思考和对经管热的冷静, 想起学长对Agricultural Economics/math/science的追求, 想起好友对西方古典文学的执著,...... 在人生的道路上,我们都是同行者。

 

7月1日

My birthday is coming:)

So happy ! A great buffet dinner is waiting for me, with a best friend! Uh, delicious, thanks god that I didn't go diet. How can I refuse such temptation?
Lots of things are going on... both joy and sorrow. Those people, come and go, few of them mark in my life. That's why your life is full of challenge! Anyway, I figure that, There's miracle when you believe.
Quite an easy vacation isn't? Feel free to drop in at me, you folks~~ Take care! I owe you A bear hug!