这么就都没上来溜达啦, 发现漏掉了不少申请和留言,真是不好意思.听不少人说校园网是可以上MSN和hotmail的,可是我几乎一次都没成功过~~~:)下学期继续努力.

给各位求学在外的朋友和哥哥姐姐拜个晚年啦!我很想很想你们!新的一年,加油!

 

I understand how you feel.You're my dearest cousin, and I'll always support you.

We love, we hate, and we forget.After many days many years, we'll look back to all of them, silly isn't it?

Focus on your job hunting, my dear. God bless you forever. 

各位亲爱的~:

     经过多天在外游荡终于回来了！没及时回一些朋友的信真是不好意思！

    回到这么一个熟悉的地方真好，虽然这里天气很热，没有新鲜海产，城里人太精明，而且我马上又要投入紧张的学业中了...

    能在海边居住真是一件幸福的事情，每天在沙滩上散散步玩玩水，晒晒太阳，有时也可以捞点东西，小比目鱼或者小螃蟹。看到最多的是一种半透明的桃花水母，很漂亮，它的悠闲令人羡慕。

    每天都有很多海鲜吃，梭子蟹海参蛤蛎小鲍鱼......吃到最后我最怀念的还是米饭炒菜~~现在还不是海产最肥的时候，估计要等到入秋了。有一天去了芝罘岛的一个小渔村，看到渔民们都在编制装扇贝的袋子。小扇贝被装在网眼很小的网子中养一段时间后就会被更换到比较大的网中。大概倒3次后才会有手掌那么大。浓重的海腥味却不令人反感，有时候我在想，如果能过过渔民的生活，早出晚归，是不是也是一件很有意思的事情呢？至少我现在对钓鱼开始感兴趣了。同行有一位叔叔是钓鱼高手，最多一天钓了300斤鱼，卖了上千块钱！

     除了吃喝玩乐以外，山东还是一个搞文化研究的好地方。这次和老爸一起参加云峰山刻石的研讨会，真是跑遍了许多有北朝刻石的好地方。文辞飘逸优雅，书法厚重有力！印象最深的是新出土的一块“列子乘风栖华之山”，虽然这种出世的情怀不被世人所提倡，但也是为尘世烦嚣所累之后的一种向往。

     对于云峰刻石这样历史悠长的古迹我却讲的乱七八糟，真是惭愧，深感自己文化底蕴的缺失。相信北大图书馆在不久的将来会举办相关的各种展览，在此先打个广告,欢迎大家前去欣赏:)

      蓬莱仙境和大陆最东端成山头是我此次旅行最喜爱的地方。在巍峨的悬崖上俯瞰一望无际的黄海，颇有一种心旷神怡的感觉。波涛汹涌的海浪一层一层地打过来，泛着白花，我就静静地坐在岩石上，感到自身的一种渺小。生存和死亡在这片孕育生命的水中轮回。

    

      回到现实中。马上要开学了！在此预祝大家拥有一个愉快的新学期，学业有成，or顺利找到工作！

      我也加入了校内网，http://xiaonei.com/getuser.do?id=229724056 功能的确齐全，不过用的还不太习惯。笔记本还没有着落，开学后估计没什么机会上网了。邮件是最方便的，打电话也可以，离的近的欢迎常过来玩！

激动，更是一种庄严.

通知单学费的明细表上写着:白大衣,￥４０...

想象自己从此实验课，还有更神秘的解剖课，穿着白大褂，拿着手术刀的专注的情景......

当然，考试科目和海量记忆的内容也令人不寒而栗......

找到了第一学期期末的考试,连各种寄生虫的英文都要考，汗~~        

呵呵，分享下400BC的誓言:     THE OATH
  I SWEAR by Apollo the physician, and Aesculapius, and Health, and
All-heal, and all the gods and goddesses, that, according to my
ability and judgment, I will keep this Oath and this stipulation- to
reckon him who taught me this Art equally dear to me as my parents, to
share my substance with him, and relieve his necessities if
required; to look upon his offspring in the same footing as my own
brothers, and to teach them this art, if they shall wish to learn
it, without fee or stipulation; and that by precept, lecture, and
every other mode of instruction, I will impart a knowledge of the Art
to my own sons, and those of my teachers, and to disciples bound by
a stipulation and oath according to the law of medicine, but to none
others. I will follow that system of regimen which, according to my
ability and judgment, I consider for the benefit of my patients, and
abstain from whatever is deleterious and mischievous. I will give no
deadly medicine to any one if asked, nor suggest any such counsel; and
in like manner I will not give to a woman a pessary to produce
abortion. With purity and with holiness I will pass my life and
practice my Art. I will not cut persons laboring under the stone,
but will leave this to be done by men who are practitioners of this
work. Into whatever houses I enter, I will go into them for the
benefit of the sick, and will abstain from every voluntary act of
mischief and corruption; and, further from the seduction of females or
males, of freemen and slaves. Whatever, in connection with my
professional practice or not, in connection with it, I see or hear, in
the life of men, which ought not to be spoken of abroad, I will not
divulge, as reckoning that all such should be kept secret. While I
continue to keep this Oath unviolated, may it be granted to me to
enjoy life and the practice of the art, respected by all men, in all
times! But should I trespass and violate this Oath, may the reverse be
my lot!

"别听别人说什么学医的冷漠的这些话
你要想到你现在的冷漠是为了以后挽救更多的生命
如果你为了学习中的每一个生命而多愁善感的话
将来在你手中葬送的生命将会更多"

"更多的时候，我们都处在一个尴尬的位置上，被人们所误解
但我们所能做的就是做好自己本分的事情，无愧于“健康所系，性命相托”的誓言就好了~~~"

 

So happy ! A great buffet dinner is waiting for me, with a best friend! Uh, delicious, thanks god that I didn't go diet. How can I refuse such temptation?

Lots of things are going on... both joy and sorrow. Those people, come and go, few of them mark in my life. That's why your life is full of challenge! Anyway, I figure that, There's miracle when you believe.

Quite an easy vacation isn't? Feel free to drop in at me, you folks~~ Take care! I owe you A bear hug!

I haven't had a login for long. Seems dust is everywhere, saliva is everwhere, the change is everywhere, .

 

 Have a dinner with friends, who mentioned my used-to-be-all-English space again. Realized that haven’t updated for long, not in English either.

  Gonna write something, write something in English intentionally, simply because… only in these way can I mix these letters up with grammar, not with tears.

  I cannot help it.

  I made a BIG plan during the vacation, but only moved forward a little bit. Have no idea how time passed away!! I know it’s impossible to reach such a high goal, but, since I’ve made it, there’s always something I can do to make it. I’m such a guy, and there’s no other choice.

  Congratulate on everyone who get satisfactory graduated tests grades or whatever. But shame on me! Anyway it shouldn’t be like these. Sometimes I wonder, what happen to me? Thank in advanced for your comforts, it’s not a big deal. Yes, nothing is a big deal. But this attitude, I come to realize, is a big deal.

  I’m sorry it may seem a little blue. Actually it’s not blue anyway. It’s just a … reminder for me, for someone who’s absentminded now. I’ve done a wrong step already, there’s can be no more.

  I don’t want to say no more about whether I’m indeed good or bad at, into or not into any subject. Life’s not a matter of hobby, but a matter of responsibility: what I need to do, no matter I like or not.

  Something is nothing, when I look back at it. Now with Heidi’s order, everything goes back to normal.

  Seal with a righteous kiss A dateless bargain to engrossing Destiny! (From R&J)

 

 

Special thanks list

I want to express it to some friends for a long time. Thanks for Anna, Marvin and Milly, due to their help can I make my first-speech-contest-in-life pretty successful. I’ll see Anna tomorrow, actually today. Thanks for encouraging me, and let’s make things better.

I can say nothing but thanks, with everlasting love for Lahm, for David, for our dream.

Good night. God bless kind man.

Let God transform you into a new person by changing the way you think. Then you will know what God wants you to do.

Reflect on what I am saying, for the Lord will give you insight into all this.

Focusing on ourselves will never reveal our life's purpose. The Bible says, "It is God who directs the lives of his creatures; everyone's life is in his power.

That’s why we cannot find the purpose driven life. It shouldn’t be what I want to be, but what Lord God wants us to be.

 

So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal."

Our love for each other proves that we have gone from death to life.

Love means living the way God commanded to live. As you have heard from the beginning, his command is this: Live a life of love.

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.

It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Thus, I beg for his forgiveness.

 

I raise up the Saint George flag and kiss this holy ground.   

Give thanks to the LORD, for he is good; his love endures for ever.

I feel not quite myself these days.

hardly do those regularly jobs, listening to English, reading books borrowed for long, working on my study and whatever...

What for? Who give you what for?

Played a game, testing how fast  I can recover from sorrows. Say, What's your expectation when you see a stone fly to a window you standing in front of?

Unfortunately, I can't get out of shadow soon enough as a result.

The best answer is, the window was absolutely broken. 

Easy Come, Easy Go.

Well,I'm gonna broke the glass and forget some stupid alphabet combinations. Surely I can.

Must to Take measure from now. It is the time. It is the time exactly.

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I became whatever I meant to be. I built my house. Almost finished.

 

I walk through the campus, where I've lived for so long. Now it's the graduated time. I wonder...

我们用拼命的努力换来了6天假期和数不清的作业.明后两天-- 高考, 对于莘莘学子来说真可谓是十年磨一剑. 现在无可避免地有一种非常复杂的心情，明年的明天，自己究竟会是什么样子呢? 曾经的梦想会实现吗?

只能把这些抛在一边, 扎回题海。既然选择了,就不要后悔。

回想起高一那年刘老师的话, 明年九月你们就高三了.

转眼就到了.

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与大家分享一些充满智慧的文段。作者安伯托·艾柯是一位享誉世界的哲学家、符号学家、历史学家、文学批评家和小说家。艾柯极为博学多才，他的作品有140多种，横跨多个领域，并在这些领域中都有经典性的建树。艾柯还是位积极的公共知识分子，他为多家报纸撰写专栏，透过日常小事进行社会批评。他在欧洲已成为知识和教养的象征，许多家庭都会收藏他的作品，无论读懂或读不懂。

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带着鲑鱼去旅行

How to travel with a salmon

安伯托·艾柯

Umberto Eco

 

大众媒体说服我们想象才是真实，现在它们又要说服我们真实全是想象。事实则是：媒体表现出越多的所谓真实，我们的日常世界就越像是电影。直到如同某些哲学家一再坚持的，我们会以为世界上只剩下我们自己才是真实的，所有其他的人或事，都只不过是上帝或魔鬼在我们眼前放的电影。

《面善》

 

所有这些钟表，都如同今天的资讯行业，因为提供太多资讯，结果什么也传达不了。而且它们也都具备资讯行业的另一特点，那就是它们只在意自身的内在功能发展到极致，其他的，才管不了那么多。另一个极端就是，若干女士表上就连指针都找不到，光秃秃的表面也没有小时或者分钟的刻度。基本上它考验的是你的一种叫做“猜想”的能力：“现在是中午么？现在是半夜么？啊，原来是介于中午和半夜之间啊！”不过无论怎样，这种设计所针对的那些时髦人儿，她们不在乎几点钟，她们怎么会在乎几点钟呢。

《我不在乎几点钟》

 

但我顿悟到人一定要有所归属，否则就会整天惶惶然如丧家之犬，自从意大利臭名昭著的新法西斯组织P2Lodge被解散后，上帝的话语就没了神秘感，阿猫阿狗都能琅琅上口。所以我心一横——意大利八孔木笛协会就是我的归属！它是如此的唯一、真实、古老且是个被神经正常人类所认可的组织。

《可找到组织了》

 

所有的人都生而平等。

所有的……人都生而平等。

所有的人都……生而平等。

所有的人都生而……平等。

所有的人都生而平等地有资格使用省略号。

《省略号的……用法》

 

不能在现实人生中将奇迹使用过度。会把真正要紧的事牢记心上的人才算智者。鲍多利诺还完成了另一桩奇迹：让朴实好欺的伦巴第老相信，奇迹是种珍稀的商品。

《家乡二三事》

 

"This book is a must for anyone who is using or is thinking of using light therapy products. Explains the many dimensions of Seasonal Affective Disorder, and many creative coping strategies. Discusses four different types of light therapy, lifestyle changes, nutrition, and local resources.

Norman E. Rosenthal, M.D "  

 

Pretty interesting isn't it? Not exactly that I'm gloomy or really into the psychology, but wanna learn to read the essence and phenomenon of nature and life in a sensible way.

 

Change a background. Blue really is a special color.

To my friends and Xiaoyu jiejie, well, I was obliged to have my hair cut, that is, I'm a little bit changing now, maybe as well as other places. I quite feel  not myself now; I've probably been stimulated by something, or have to undergo some pressures, or simply because the bad weather. Anyway, remember, All of us should, never force ourselves to change our own, for anyone or anything, otherwise the schizophrenia can be the result.

Just kidding, not that serious.

 

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这几天玩的乐不思蜀，全然不顾书桌上贴的假期作业和计划。还有一半多没动呢。债多了不愁啊。

假期看了一部电影，It’s a wonderful life, 据说几乎每个美国人都会在圣诞节的时候重温一遍，的确是非常感人又不失幽默的老片子。被评论，“it remains as powerful and moving as the day it was made.”乐观向上的主人公以及对家庭、朋友、感情的描写都让人回味再三。推荐给大家，尤其在失意的时候。

No one is born to be a failure。

 

由于政治考得过于惨烈，老爸和我一起复习政治。他拿着几乎崭新的课本悠悠地说了一句：“你们就靠这一本小书认识世界啊……”

我努力抛除原有的思维往大脑里塞东西，只是一直搞不明白一件事，我们究竟是应该把它当作一门科学，还是当作一种信仰来学？

 

我已经预见到开学后功课会有多么紧张，而且，还不如用玩电脑的时间给Doris绣个十字绣呢。就算是给自己的离开找个理由吧。

 

在老爸的强迫下把长发减掉了。很遗憾。不过就像剪不断理还乱的思绪一样，剪掉也好。

 

一篇没中心无主题的随笔。只是不想再像平日的议论文一样，写些自己都不相信这是自己想出来的论据论点大道理。

 

祝大家安好。想感谢很多人，谢谢姐姐，谢谢朋友们，I owe you guys so much.

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(New background music)

 

我们都是好孩子，好孩子也可以听听燕姿的〈任性〉，

“人不能总是太容易感动”。

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 感觉好像好多了！在家烧了好多天…今天天气不错，出去转悠，却是为了物理的什么考试。

：（ 答卷子的时候还是晕菜状态，好多公式一点都不记得了，甚至以前做过的题都不记得了。不过这还不是最可怕的；同考场的好多都是同一个年级甚至一个班的，可我却都认不出来了。终于逮到一个印象比较深的同学，却没叫上名字，她惊讶地说：“这么几天不见你就不记得了？”

应该是不至于，但是很多名字我现在的确都觉得特别陌生。反正周五回学校收拾东西交一堆假条的时候好多老师姓什么我都忘了（还好不是教我的），那种情况真是困窘。

  所以很开心今天能够和两个很熟悉的朋友一起回家。不过不敢乱说话，因为一句“他是你同学啊？”就会让她们反应十分强烈。也许我真的有可能烧傻了吧，可能时间长了会好一点。

其实我最担心的并不是什么都不记得，反正知识忘了可以再背，人也可以再认识，但是如果某种感觉忘掉了就很难找回来了。比如见到要好的朋友的归属感和亲切感，还有题感和语感。（后两个好像不发烧也不记得了。）

哎，只好安慰自己，忘掉的人或事肯定都是不重要的。忘了就忘了吧。

 因此再提醒大家，春天特别小心感冒，尤其不要发烧。

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规则：到这些人的留言板上留下：“你被点名了！”这五个人在自己的空间注明是从哪一个空间那里传来的题目，然后写下答案，并写另外一个问题，再去贴另外五个人，每一个问题都要回答！

 (From Ptsaint's space)

 

提问1：如果你可以变成动漫/卡通里的角色，你想变成谁，说出原因
回答：Snoopy! He knows how to enjoy life.

 

提问2：如果重新让你选择一次自己已经过完的人生，你会想从什么时候开始？
回答：From the unhappiest part, and change it.

提问3：如果某天早上醒来发现身边睡着无数只蛤蟆，你会怎么办？
回答：Good heavens! How dare I kiss them?

提问4：如果世上只有一件物品能够陪你入土，你会选择什么？
回答： Memories. 

 

提问5：你的癖好是什么，至少说出两个
回答：Enjoying music and movies.

 

提问6：假如让你选择，你会选择什么样的性别？
回答： XY. That won’t be hurt too easily.

问题7：给你触动最大的一首歌是什么？

回答：So many. Maybe The Color of Winds  if I have to choose one.

提问8：你一共交往过几个人？其中属于喜欢的有几个？属于爱的有几个？

回答：None. Maybe I’m too old-fashioned.^_^

 

提问9：你最愤怒的表现是？
回答：Too angry to say a word.  

 

提问10：想啥时候结婚啊？会不会邀请我呢？
回答：Hmmm, according to the Biology text book... 

    

提问11：当你心情极度郁闷的时候，你会选择什么方式发泄？
回答：Do whatever I want. But in fact, I sit silently by myself frequently...

 

提问12:还记得白居易的《琵琶行》么？记得的人默写一遍，不记得的人抄写一遍。为防止作弊使用复制大法，请将每个字重复写2遍，例：琵琵琶琶行行，谢谢。躲避此问题的人，将遭到群众的严重鄙视！！！
回答：写几句最喜欢的吧: 　　醉不成欢惨将别，别时茫茫江浸月。

　                               弦嘈嘈如急雨，小弦切切如私语

                                       别有幽愁暗恨生，此时无声胜有声

                        　　      同是天涯沦落人，相逢何必曾相识。

 

提问13：喜欢听别人说你什么？各个方面都算。

回答：I trust you. I just like to be with you. And... 

 

提问14 ：你现在最期待发生什么事？
回答：Make a prayer, then my dreams come true. ^_^

 

提问15:你觉得用什么动物可以形容自己?形容自己最好的一个同性和异性的朋友?
回答：Me, squirrel (Only because I like it); girls may be rabbits and cats;

      The last one is hard to say, giraffe perhaps?

 

提问16:最经常做的梦,描述一下情景
回答：I can only remember the most terrible ones, such as fail the test、argue with best friends. So I prefer making daydreams.

 

提问17:假如你自己住在一个屋子里,早上醒来后你最先做的是什么?
回答：Look out of the window and see if it’s a nice day today.

 

提问18:如果能去一个地方玩，最想去什么地方，怎么玩？
回答：Vienna. I want to go to a real perfect concert. Or enjoy the beautiful views like in Province.

 

提问19：还有3天就到世界末日，你打算做些什么事情？
回答：Speak out the word LOVE to those who I take their love and friendship for granted, and go somewhere I enjoy.

 

 提问20：如果你喜欢的人永远不会喜欢你，你会对他怎么样？
回答：It’s a heavy topic, but all what I could do is trying to forget.

 

提问21：有没有打算信仰某种宗教？已经有信仰的，所信仰的是哪种？
回答：**** ~~~ 政治会考之前不能想这个，否则都白背了！（不过很欣赏天主教...）

 

提问22：你认为猪最喜欢吃什么

回答：~~~~ you ask me, I ask who? J Butter perhaps.

 

问题23：一般来说你对一首歌一连听了多少次后会开始觉得厌烦呢？顺便问问什么歌你主动地连续听的次数最多的，共多少次呢？
回答：Maybe 30 times? Like You raise me up, Everytime ... when I’m in a bad mood.

 

问题24:你想怎样处置这个问题的发起人？

回答：I want to ask his/her motivation. It can’t be just for fun, but I like it.

 

问题25：永远有多远

回答：Wow, good question! What’s your answer?

      But sometimes, forever almost means never.

 

问题26：朋友和情人哪个重要。
回答：Copy my friend’s answer, “情人也是朋友 所以就是朋友了。”

 

问题27：也许没有结果的东西你还会等待奇迹的出现吗？

回答：I suppose so, even if it seems a little bit silly.

 

问题28：做完这么多题，现在什么心情？

回答：Complicated…

 

问题29： 下雨的时候，你通常是怎样的心情？

回答：Sad! So I do dislike rainy day. (But I’m afraid of lacking of water anyway.)

 

问题30：最欣赏的人？Why？

回答：Enya and Beckham and Hepburn and so on... I’ve countless idols with perfect smiles.

      By the way, I just love to see you smile.

 

Mine:  What’s true happiness on earth?

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这是个古老又好玩的游戏, 不知道是不是很多人都做过了? 地址栏中所有没玩过游戏的朋友，就点你们了。

As for game... The best game is to find something about everything to be glad about—no matter what it was.

Be glad in the lord and rejoice, ye righteous, and shout for joy all ye that are upright in heart.

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Actually, I don’t know myself that much.

Interestingly, it seems that every thing goes against me these days. I lost almost everything, bicycle, drink bottle, pencil-box, books, or whatever. I try to remember the details but fail to do so.  A whole day seems a blank paper to me. I also made countless silly mistakes on variety classes, till my English teacher handed the test paper to me, which was written one sentence angrily, “Read the essay, by yourself!”

I was asked one question by different people, including myself, time after time; which is,

“What are you thinking about on your mind all day, on earth?”

I can’t tell. But I feel quite sorry sometimes, for I should have done better. But being perfectionism is not a good idea anyway.

Anyway, tomorrow is another day. It’s believed that every dog has its day.